I loved a boy.

Gavin Lodge. 

He was sweet, gentle, kind and he made me feel alive. 
Letting him go was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life. 

A hundred times I wished I had done things differently.
A thousand times I wished I had gone with him. 
A million times I wished he had chosen me.

I didn’t. Neither did he. 
Now he’s back. 

No longer a boy, but a man. 
I can’t love him again. 

It almost destroyed me once and I won’t let that happen again. 

That should be the end of it. 
And maybe it would have been…

If someone wasn’t trying to kill me… 

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